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WHITE LIGHT: The Search for the Ideal Engineering Personality 2010

I never pictured myself walking on the stage wearing pretty clothes or presenting myself in front of people. Sure, I loved the stage because of my theatre days when I was in high school, but, who would ever thought I would be ramping there. I still smile sheepishly when I remember everything.

This is one of those unexpected blessings I received from God. I met a lot of people. Let’s give emphasis to A LOT, okay? Hahaha. The pageant boosted my confidence and made me realize a lot of things.

I would like to thank Rommel Guevara for being the best Mr. Information Technology/partner. We both placed in the pageant and we have received numerous special awards. I would like to thank people for appreciating our retro look in the formal wear. It was a bit Katy Perry though. Hehe. 😛

From the pre-pageant to the coronation night, thank you, everyone. Thank you, kuya VJ & ate Candice. Thank you, White Lighters. Thank you, Rom. Thank you, Papa. Thank you, God. 🙂

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2010 has been, without a doubt, the most exciting year for me. Best one, so far.  From January until this December, God has been showering me with blessings I would never imagine. I have experienced new things and have learned a lot with the people around me. I laughed. I cried. I became stronger. I met a lot of friends. I may have gained few enemies along the way, especially those who misunderstood my actions or who I am, I’m still thankful for them. They made me realize that no matter how good you are to people, you cannot please everybody.

It’s also been a year without my mother and I admit I have not yet recovered. I guess it would take some time.

I lost a very important person to me this year. Around the first quarter of the year. I miss you. I still do. There’s a small hope from inside of me that we’ll fix everything. It’s not our fault IT didn’t work out. I miss you. I miss you as my boy bestfriend.

My bonding time with my high school friends was mostly during the debuts some of our batchmate had. Even though we’re not together everytime (like we were in high school), I know you girls will be the best damn thing I had. See you soon, future bridesmaids!

For my class this college, I cannot thank you enough for the time you have given me and each and everyone of us. You have proved me that college is exciting, fun and of course, memorable. Everyday with you guys is like a plus in my life. Thank you.

I do not want to make this long (for I plan to have another post. Hehe.) because I do not want to spoil my other posts.

2010, you have showered me with blessings.

God, you gave them all to me.

Thank you. Thank you for an awesome year.

 

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I am an ammidyphobic, meaning I have a great fear of losing a loved one over death.

My jolly and go happy personality is threatened by this. The best defense mechanism I can throw is by keeping silent. But that just worsens it. I hate seeing hospital beds. I hate walking through a hospital’s hallway. I hate seeing an oxygen tank. I hate seeing patient suffers.

More than a year have passed ever since my mom left us. I’m not yet over.BarelySlowly but surely.

2009.

I saw my mom suffer. Tiring trips to the hospital. Kazillions of medicines to take. Oxygen tank.

I hate seeing her cry because of the pain.

I hate seeing her suffer.

Maybe God really has a purpose of taking her. I have to look at the bright side… she’s now resting. I guess she’s now smiling and laughing the way she did when I was a little kid or even before the sickness took over her.

Cancer is such an ugly thing. But Cancer can never take away my mom’s memories and her courage.

I love you, mom. You are a strong woman, mom. You fought until the very end. Have a nice rest. I know you’re watching over us. How I wish I could tell you stories. I know you’d be happy to hear them.

To everyone who’s reading this… hug your mom. Tell her you love her. Don’t waste any time. Life is short. It’s up to us to make the most out of it.

 


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Retro Shot. Jeco Olimpo 2010 (c)

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