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Why would a person hate you for no reason? You’re not even talking. You’re not even spending time with each other. So, why?

Then, all of a sudden, his/her friends would feel the same. Peer pressure? Influence?

Whatever that crap is, maturity please.

I’m tired of all the issues people are giving me. I may not react to those, but it hurts me. Just so you know, you’re not only ruining my mood, my life, but you’re also ruining my reputation.

I just hope people would be mature enough not to believe everything they hear. Do not believe on second hand passed information.



Those who don’t like you, will never believe in any word you’ll say. It’s simple as that. Even if you tell them the truth, they will always find a way to criticize you (even those small things) or even bring down your reputation.

On the other hand, there are those people who would be easily influenced by those who hates you. If they are mature enough, they will become neutral. Or before judging you based on second hand information, they should ask you first. They should keep in mind that they should know both sides before making any judgement.

Friends will be friends, but at some point, they should know their stand. It’s not because you are friends with someone, you’ll always find him/her correct. Friends are there to give advices.

True friends will slap you in the face and hug you afterwards.

Life is hard.

Karma’s a bitch.

Be very careful.

Trust people who are worth it — if you’re already close friends, that doesn’t assures you that he/she won’t back stab you.


When we were just training for our CAT before our last school year in high school, our adviser told us to get ready for all criticisms we may receive when we’re already in the position. She also added that no matter how right you are, once a person doesn’t like you, whatever you say or do, you’ll always be wrong.

A few weeks after the school year and CAT training has started, I realized that, even though you are right and you are just really implementing the rules, those who doesn’t want to follow (or respect you and the rules) will surely find a way to say a lot of awful things. Not only against you, but against your “team”.

I just thought that drama would end in high school. I expected to have mature people in college, but in some point… I was wrong.

Fighting for what is right is never an easy task. You may get hurt and may even cry. People will always find a way to criticize you. But you should always hold you head up high. What matters most is you know the truth.


As I was chatting with my friend about her failed exam in her dream school, a lot of things have been popping out of my head.

  1. Cry if you must
  2. Learn to accept the result of the exam
  3. Pick out your second best option

and my favorite

4. That may be your dream school, but that school may not be the one for you.

I still believe everything happens for a reason. You may not have the chance to enter that school, but maybe there’s a reason behind it. You may not know it now, but you’ll surely discover it as you start your college life.

Hold your head up high. Smile. BE PROUD OF YOURSELF NO MATTER WHAT.

Failing your entrance test in your dream university doesn’t really mean you’re stupid or you have studied/prepared less. 🙂

Accept and learn to enjoy your future school. That will surely help.


When I was in high school, I would spend my money in buying new books or anything good to read. I managed to have my mini collection here in my room. But somehow, as I got too attached with my online accounts, my addictive side in reading suddenly vanished. I tried reading a series after the Twilight Saga and Harry Potter, but I never managed to finish it. I stopped at book three.
I tried to to revive it. I bought four books when I was in first year college. I managed to read two out of four. My special someone back then gave me a book as his sorry gift. He knows I’m addicted to books. He even bought one book of the series I planned to finish.

There’s this person who gave me another book, I saw it in my closet yesterday. It was still wrapped in its original packaging.

I opened it.

Flipped the pages.
The smell of new book.

I miss reading.

I miss spending time with my books.

Here I am, trying to finish this book. I’m in page four as of 2:31PM.

I hope I can finish this.

I miss having those weird moments where in you would just stare blankly at one corner and think of the scenes that are happening in the story. I miss the feeling of being irritated with the main character or villain. I miss thinking about the story’s alternative ending.

Creativity. Addiction. Reading.

Once I finish this, I hope I can read the other book I bought a year ago.

And all the books I left unopened.




How long has it been since I was a regular bloggger? Regular posting days were 2 years ago, when I was still in high school. I had my “buddies” back then. I remember Shakira, Redg and Tammy. I often stalk read their blogs. They were good writers, especially Shakira. Oh, how I miss you.
I had a short talk with Michael last week. I was surprised when he told me he was one of our “kind”. I felt happy… relieved, somehow. Weird? Maybe because I don’t know anyone who likes to rant or post some random but useful things in a blog. When I entered college, I stopped blogging. I lost inspiration. I became lazy. I hate it.
How moments have I wasted?

I could have posted those memories somewhere.

Somewhere I could read.

Somewhere I could read and remember.
We all know memories don’t ever change when everything does.
So, here I am. Trying to revive my blogger alternate ego. I do hope this post is the start.

Ang mangarap ng gising ay isang “defense mechanism” ng mga tao kung gusto nila makatakas kahit sandali sa masalimuot na realidad ng buhay. Ito ang nagbibigay sa kanila ng panandaliang kasiyahan kung saan mararanasan nila ang kaginhawaan kahit sa pagpapantasya man lang. Kagaya ng lahat ng bagay sa mundo, ang mangarap ng gising ay hindi masama, wag lang ito sumobra. Paano nga ba ito makasasama kung ito ay sumobra? Kung ito ay ang magiging dahilan sa pagtakas mula sa inyong problema. Nararapat na ito ay harapin. Sasama rin ito kapag ika’y nabubuhay sa iniisip mong  mga pangarap. Nararapat na ikaw ay may gawin upang ito ay matupad.


Masama ang mangarap ng gising kung ito mismo ay iyong magiging buhay. Dapat malaman natin ang kaibahan ng realidad sa pantasya.

//This one’s for my Philippine Literature paper. 🙂

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