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Maraming Namamatay Sa Maling Akala
Posted on: March 2, 2011
Hindi naman literal. Pero maari naman.
Pinakamasakit sa lahat?
AKALA MO, M.U. kayo! O, ano? Nakakarelate ka na ba? Sige. Mainis ka lang. Alam kong mayroon ka ng gustong suntukin ngayon.
Pero bago ang lahat, simulan muna natin sa ganito.
M.U. — Malabong Usapan
Yung tipong parang kayo pero hindi naman. Nagkakatext. Nagkakasama. Nagkakausap.
Ano pa ba? AHH.
Naglalambingan. Kahit hindi mo alam kung lambingan nga ba ito o landian.
At dahil diyan sa paglalambingan slash paglalandian niyo, akala mo mayroon ng namamagitan sa inyo. Pinagkakatiwalaan mo na siya. Dahan dahan, nahuhulog ka na sa kaniya. Mapapaisip ka tuloy…
Ano nga ba mayroon sa atin?
Hay, nako. Kung ako sayo. Wag na wag ka muna mahuhulog hanggang hindi mo alam kung ano ba talagang namamagitan sa inyo.
Nako. Pwede ka nga palang magselos… pero wala ka nga lang karapatan.
Pwedeng pwede mo rin siya lambingin… kaso isipin mo baka may ibang lumalambing sa kaniya.
Napaparanoid ka na ba?
Tapos bigla mong malalaman na… may nanglalandi sa kaniya.
Gera ba gusto niya? ABA!
ABA! Teka, hindi naman siya sayo, hindi ba?
…
Nasaktan ka ba? Pero yung ang katotohanan. Malay mo, ikaw lang natuluyang nainlove sa kung ano man meron sa inyo. Sabi kong linawin muna!
E paano kung sabihin niya na normal lang pala yun sa kaniya?
Patay ka. Patay. Tignan mo! Normal lang pala eh. May pa-M.U. ka pang nalalaman.
Akala ko lang… Iba kasi siya sa akin. Akala ko lang pala yun.
Alam kong nasaktan ka. Direkta man o hindi, pinaasa ka pa rin niya, hindi ba?
Oo. At ang sakit sakit.
Tapos malalaman mo, may totoong ka-M.U. na siya. Tapos yung kakakilala pa lang niya. Taob ka?
Ako yung laging nasa tabi niya. Ako ‘tong lagi niyang kausap, katext at kasama. Ako yung laging nasa tabi niya. Tapos ipagpapalit lang niya ako?
Teka… hindi ka naman niya pinagpalit. Masakit man tanggapin. Inakala mo lang na M.U. kayo.
Namamangka Ka Ba Sa Dalawang Ilog?
Posted on: March 2, 2011
Mahal mo siya, pero taken ka na. Patay.
Hindi naman sa hindi ka na masaya dun sa isa, sadyang mas napapasaya ka lang nung dumating.
Ang problema nga lang, taken ka na. May bakod na. May kadena na.
Nagkakatext kayo ng patago. Nagkikita ng patago. Kapag kasama mo ang kasintahan mo, nasa isip mo pa rin siya. Aba, iba na yan.
Hijo, hija. Isipin mo muna ang ginagawa mo. Mas gugustuhin mo bang mawala na lang sila pareho? Masama mamangka sa dalawang ilog. Nakamamatay.
Hindi sa sinasabi ko na dyan ka na lang sa kasintahan mo, pero ang sa akin lang naman, kung kanino ka talaga tunay na masaya.
Sabi nga sa One More Chance,
Sometimes, love isn’t enough.
Ipagpipilitan mo pa ba ang sarili mo sa isang relasyon kahit alam mong hindi ka na masaya dito?
O papansinin mo tong bagong dumating na kakakilala mo pa lang at halos wala ka pang alam sa kaniya?
O aayusin mo muna ang buhay mo bago ka makapili sa kanilang dalawa?
Habang pinatatagal mo, mas nasasaktan ka, mas sinasaktan mo silang dalawa… kahit hindi alam nung isa na may iba.
Ayos buhay, habang hindi pa huli ang lahat.
You can’t choose who you love. But you choose whether or not you open your heart to love
Posted on: February 20, 2011
True. Honestly, he was just a normal boy to me a few months back. He was just like any other boy in school. But now, he’ll always be the boy who stole my heart unexpectedly.
Happiest Valentine’s day for me. A three day celebration because:
1.) Sunday, Feb 13, I had to attend Mr. and Ms. Engineering’s Pageant
2.) Monday, Feb 14, he had classes until 7PM
3.) Tuesday, Feb 15, I had Org priorities
So, what happened exactly?
Sunday, I asked him if he wanted to watch the fireworks after the pageant. He said yes and asked me if I would like to eat first before rushing to the event.
Hello, Cellos and Good Burgers.
The usual food we eat when we’re outside his or my home. We rushed to UST because I had to give an award. I got the chance to see my White Light friends plus I met 3 TSITP candidates. 🙂 After the pageant, we went to the main field to watch the fireworks display. I guess that was meant to conclude the Engineering week. It didn’t last for 10-20 mins but I enjoyed it. We were planning to eat at an ice cream store but with some bad luck, it was already closed when we passed by.
Boo.
We had no choice but to go home. As I was getting off the car, he said,
“Happy Valentine’s day in advance”, plus with that “you know there’s something going on” smile. But, I didn’t assume. I took the shower and read his text, “Don’t sleep yet, please?”, it was already 11:40 and I still have classes tomorrow morning. I just opened my laptop and played PVZ. (Addict. Yes.) At exactly 12:00 he texted me the sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetest Valentine’s day message I have ever received.
Around 12:10, he texted me to go out of the house. As I was opening the gate, I saw him there. Standing. Smiling. (Blushing. Hehe.)
The sweetest thing ever.
He did that just to greet me Happy Valentine’s day plus to give me a white rose.
He’s making me feel like a little girl with a huge crush. Ftw.
Monday, I waited until 7PM because he had classes. Luckily, I helped a friend from 2-6, so I didn’t feel bored.
We just had dinner at Rodics. We ate there the same day last year. I think that was the first ever date. I don’t even know if I should call that a date. We were just friends back then.
*FLASHBACK*
Feb 14 @ UP Fair 2010
C: Saan tayo kakain?
S: Ewan. Kahit saan.
C: Rodics?
*ANOTHER FLASHBACK*
Feb 14 (Facebook)
S: Happy Single Awareness day!
C: Happy Single Awareness day din. 🙂
——— C: Pasingle single awareness day pa tayong nalalaman, tayo rin pala magkakatuluyan. 🙂 (Jan, 2011)
Tuesday, I just spent the rest of the day with him. 🙂
Simple but happy celebration. Having him is more than enough.
Mas mahirap umasa, kaysa pumili
Posted on: November 3, 2010
Totoo.
At alam kong alam niyo rin yan.
Bakit?
Kasi kapag pumili ka, sigurado naman na may sasalo sayo. Kahit isa sa mga pinagpipilian mo. Kampante ka. Syempre, mahirap. Pero aminin mo na, OO, MAS MADALI YAN KAYSA UMASA.
Bakit?
Kasi kapag umasa ka, hindi mo alam kung may sasalo nga ba sayo. HINDI MO ALAM KUNG ANO KA NGA BA TALAGA SA KANIYA. Hindi mo alam kung saan ka lulugar.Pwede kang magselos, pwede kang kiligin, pwede mo siyang makasama, pwede kang maging masaya kapag kasama siya… pero hanggang dun na lang ‘yun. HANGGANG DUN NA LANG MUNA. Mapapaisip ka, ano nga ba ako sa kaniya? May pag-asa ba talaga ako katulad ng pinaparamdam niya?
Love life Talk
Posted on: November 3, 2010
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The hardest part of this whole situation is that neither of us knows what’s going on. Neither of us knows what each other’s thinking and we’re both trying to make decisions based on information we don’t know. I’m scared to tell you my feelings just in case you don’t feel the same way.
I hate seeing one of my best friends sad because of a situation like this. Why? Because I know it exactly feels.
I experienced this not so long ago.
Believe me, it sucks. It may leave you sleepless for night, day dreaming for days and you may end up dreaming of what should be or what is happening.
It’s hard, ‘cause you don’t know who are you in his life. You would start asking questions to yourself, “Is he really like that to other girls?”, “Is this normal?”, “Why is he toooo sweet to me?” and other confusing questions because of your situation.
Rule number one: NEVER EXPECT. NEVER ASSUME.
Girls, less expectation, less disappointment.
Rule number two: TAKE TIME TO KNOW HIM.
It never hurts to know him a little more. You would surely discover if he’s treating you differently.
Rule number three: DON’T FALL (yet)
It’s hard. Trust me. Never fall for someone. He may not catch you.
So take your time to know him and don’t ever expect something if you’re not sure what you are to him. Don’t fall if you’re not sure if he’ll catch you. But then again, if you have the courage to open up your feelings to him, why not? Just think that over and over and over (to the nth) again before doing this. It’s toooooo risky. Trust me. If things go out pretty well, you could end up like me. :)I never knew I would fall for this boy. This random boy from our batch. Who was he anyway before I got to know him? He was just a contestant in the pageant I joined. And now? He’s everything I want and need.
Little Miss Muffet 